Tuesday, 18 November 2014

你的人生有多美好就看你自己。

最近开始去面试了,没错这才是人生的开始吧。
一开始当然要对这事严肃到不行,可现实却没比想象可怕。
他们都还好,不太过严肃。
就那一刻吧,对着镜子里的自己说 “你可以的!”
简直酷爆了,穿上OL装…就是感觉不一样。
没在赞自己,但看起来挺不错的。哈哈

说到这,我也觉得自信心很重要…因为这一次并不是我的第一次面试。
将近两年前,我面试了三次….但不是我大学读的那一门专业,只是想打个工赚点外快。
就因为第一次的面试是和一间名牌商品公司,无知的我没把妆画得很浓…就被对放训了一顿。再加上各种问题都回答的吞吞吐吐,想过关都难了。

两年后的现在,不能说自己成熟了…只能说信心是有了点。
比较以前…我没那么紧张了。
磨练吧…这两年也不是在澳洲白混的,看了不少当然就学了不少。
朋友见得多,交游广阔...自然就明白什么是对什么是错。
就这样把这些学习到的知识和经验加入这次的面试里,还真帮了不少忙!
经验能让一个人更进一步,也让我明白人生不简单…但只要有决心再加上努力, 很多事是可以实现的。

可能还没真正踏入社会的我还不知道那“人生” 的滋味吧。
但我一定得相信自己,努力和毅力能让我推倒很多人生的障碍物。
你的人生有多美好就看你自己!


Thursday, 13 November 2014

爱你这事情...请你忘了它。

对我的闺蜜坦白自己还爱你,爱得忘了这爱的意义何在….
回忆都是我 好不了的伤口。

就算这距离感觉很遥远,但是能听一听你的声音..我真的很欣慰了。
我对你现在是什么期望都没有..就偶尔你会想起我或是想打给我都可以…
这样的简单就足够了。
你没忘了吧,我告诉过你...遇见你我真的真的很快乐。
没有后悔,真的没有。
就算没有未来,我一直都觉得你是我生命里很大的动力….若有你的祝福我就是幸福的。

记得要偶尔放松自己,别太压力了。
若有烦恼,都得告诉我。
虽然每一次的冷淡都是我故意的,但我相信你会明白我为什么这么做。
就算现在说的这些你都看不见,但是记得爱你这回事是不会变的。
没能在一起有什么好可惜呢?能做朋友我也很满足。
加油我最珍惜的恶魔。



Tuesday, 21 October 2014

若你的出现是种伤痛….

从没想过我们会再次说话….虽然不是面对面,但还是很纠结。你怎么就不干脆离开后永远别再出现?

我在想爱上你的那刻怎么那么傻…忘了你不值得你不是我的那个对的“他”….
你的语气,你的一字一句还是一样…没变。
没变是好的啊,太多的改变我就害怕我不认识你了。
我没对你说我好想你…真的好想你。
听说你最近的一切,我就想起过去和你说话的时候...我们那时是那么的靠近,却什么都没有...那时我们的关系原来对你来说什么意义都没有…

我还是能看见你的好,还是总是只看见你的好….
我知道你对我也就那样而已。
是我吧, 一个不想面对事实却已经知道事实的人….好固执,觉得这样对你会让自己好过些。
其实我是难过的,你表现得越无所谓…我越难过.。

在我最最难过的时候,你逃避了什么...你不在乎我怎么了…
如今就算你再怎么抱歉,你觉得这样的伤口真的会因为你一句对不起就愈合了吗?

若你说为了她,你有多伤痛…你有想过我的痛能对谁说呢…..

但是我只想说最后一句,你还是要幸福。



Tuesday, 14 October 2014

Last Winter.

So Taylor Swift finally released another new single from her album '1989'.
It's called 'out of the woods'.

This was a relationship where I was kind of living day-to-day wondering where it was going, if it was going anywhere, if it was going to end the next day. It was a relationship where you kind of never feel like you’re standing on solid ground....And this song sounds exactly like that frantic feeling of anxiety and questioning, but it stresses that even if a relationship is breakable and fragile and full of anxiety, it doesn’t mean that it isn’t worthwhile, exciting, beautiful, and all the things that we look for.

This was how Taylor Swift described the story and feelings behind this song.
As always, the lyrics just somehow read my mind again!
Thanks Taylor Swift, your songs are always healing me in many ways…

I still remember the time we were lying on your couch watching movies..
All the coffee dates we used to go, just the two of us.
The desserts we made together, those were one of the best memories in my life.
I got to see you fall asleep.. like a kid.
I didn't know what relationship was that.. truly it was a relationship that I never feel like I'm standing on solid ground but I was still holding on..

Of course I remember the fun moments we had, you know that was where I fell so deeply.
I told myself this isn't just a normal thing to me, this must be something.
I woke up that morning looking at you, that was perfect and remembering the sunlight kissing your face.
I told myself that I hope this morning stands still, freeze this moment.
I love that spontaneous breakfast you made for me, just you and me again.
And the way where we walked to school together, I remember that way wasn't a long journey instead it's a short yet happiest walk I have ever had.
I missed the midnight hang out, where you just call and we hang out till late midnight.
I like seeing you sitting front row in class… not sure if you're really listening but I just love the way you are.
We had great memories my dearest, but nothing lasts forever.
Like I told you, remember that I'm always happy to have met you. That's forever.

xx

Monday, 13 October 2014

Trending cafe in KL :: Jam & Kaya Cafe

Kuala Lumpur is definitely not a place where I'm familiar with, but guess what! I'm lucky enough my BFF brought me to these cafes that are trending right now in KL.

Jam & Kaya cafe was our first stop, we headed to this cafe and found it  a very cosy place to chill for gathering or just like me and my BFF,  doing some catch up!
It's located at PJ Palms Sports Center whereby the cafe is just located beside a swimming pool.
We sat down on a window seat, first impression for me when I stepped in is 'comfy'.
The furnitures are simple yet in order and tidy.

Of course back to the main point is what've we ordered from the menu.
Well for my BFF, she ordered the fluffy pancakes with chocolate and banana topped with vanilla ice cream.
As for coffee, she ordered her all time favourite latte.
Cause it's a breakfast for me, I ordered their in house omelette. ( I'm a crazy omelette lover)
This delicious omelette comes with sautéed mushrooms and some side salads. 
For my drink, I ordered their chamomile tea. Love the glass tea pot that they served too!

Overall the food and drinks are great for us. Their friendly staffs make everything even better!
It's worth coming again next time to this cafe as I have not try their desserts yet!

Food ::Omelette with sautéed mushroom and salad; Chocolate banana pancakes topped with vanilla ice cream
Drinks:: Latte;Chamomile Tea

Cosy space!

Selfie!


The BFF , Mei Xuan! 




Address:
Jam & Kaya Cafe
PJ Palms Sports Center
No 1, Lorong Sultan
PJ.

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Jam-Kaya-Café/630533806986669
Instagram: JAM8KAYA

Feel free to visit this cafe! It's worth a try!



Sunday, 12 October 2014

it gets better in time.


what was it?
My pain.

few years back, me and my lost mind telling myself true love exists.
I gave him too much I forgot how much it hurts to leave him, and to let him go….
He wasn't the one obviously.
Friends were saying I'm blind. Blinded by LOVE.

LOVE? when I know how to spell it without really knowing the real meaning of it.
Guess what, do anyone know the true meaning of love?
Some people get hurt by LOVE, some just lose hope on it…..

Well some like me, thankfully I learnt a lot from it.

After that crazy stupid love I had, after years of being 'in love' , guess that God decided to let me really face the fact of life, it's not easy and it never was. I lost my first love, too bad I'm not born in the 1950's or so where people that time married their first love. HAHA.

Face it people, it's 2014 now. Some still believe that true love exists?
Well yeah, I do. But not those silly fairy tales imagination that totally doesn't make sense in real life.
Maybe God gave me the greatest gift of all time by leaving him, letting me know that life isn't just about relying on him but to live for ourself and be independent by not relying on anyone else.

Firstly, Thank God.
Secondly, Thanks to my parents.. they let me know that family always come first.
thirdly, my brothers.
lastly, all those who supported me.

Without their care, their kind advises.. I wouldn't be what I am today.
Some say I got stronger. Some say I became more matured. Some told me they're proud of me.
You know what, pain like this takes time to heal.
Can I just say that I'M SO THANKFUL TO MYSELF that I'm healed. TOTALLY.
Thanks to "TIME", it's no doubt the best medicine I could ever had!

Whoever that is going thru their hard time now, remember to always believe that you could go through this and make yourself better in time to come. Just have faith that pain doesn't lasts forever but happiness does. No matter how many falls you faced in life, they all will lead you to something better and WHAT DOES'T KILLS YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER.





Friday, 29 August 2014

你还在等待那个他吗?

想说在这里发泄一下也不错,但这次也不是想发泄…只是不小心在浏览手机时看见了你还是我whatsapp 里的 contact.

那张你让我拍你的照片还存在那里…怎么说着说着眼眶就红了呢…
应该说我最近一直都把你忘了,只有今天突然想起了你…还是会有点难过…
会不会有一天我们在哪里偶遇但你没能认得我?
其实现在这样很好,我不知道你在哪里..没有了联系...各过各的。

只是偶尔还是会想知道你最近好吗,还是老样子吗?烟少抽了吗? 偶尔..就偶尔会想起我吗?
其实认识你也不久,中间发生的事也好多…
如果那时候和你坦白我现在就不会这样子了…可能…我是说可能我们现在就不会这样。
说好了把你和与你的回忆都全部忘掉,但我不行。

不提你和我的回忆,因为想起来心就很痛..我才懂这样也叫心痛。
我是很讨厌你的以为认识了你生活变得很不一样….你给过的欢笑,曾经的安慰…我知道是真心的...没来得及说谢谢只懂得避开你的我现在是很后悔。
我说这些是因为你做过的错我都可以忘了,可是你已经不在了。
我是很想念那下雨又冷的天气,你真的买了我咖啡。
我那时感动却又在你面前装没事那样…
我知道这篇文章你不会看到…但还是想说请你幸福。





Monday, 18 August 2014

昨天的墨尔本, 今天的家

首先想在这里和我亲爱的部落格道个歉, 对不起把你冷落了一阵子….

没有借口,只能承认自己懒惰了..所以好久都没来这里写一写。

昨天刚在墨尔本的我,今天和妈妈在新加坡相聚了..我这一年半的墨尔本读书生涯就这样结束了,能否让我在这感叹“时间不留人啊~”

简单来说一位从国外回来的留学生回到家的感受会是什么呢?开心?无奈?有了下一步的计划?没有计划?
对于我,是有点失去方向…但今天这样陪一陪妈妈逛街喝茶…觉得这是如此幸福且温馨的事。
我知道她好想我,我知道牵着她手的那一刻我真的回到家了。
有人问我想不想墨尔本,想死了。
爱不爱墨尔本?爱惨了。
可是我知道这感受只是短暂的,久而久之我也会习惯没有墨尔本的那片天空。

偶尔呼吸着这里的空气,还是会想念墨尔本的风,街道,咖啡厅和人….
那种无忧无虑的脚步是在这里找不到的。

说起来好像我不爱这里,并不是这样…因为家才是真正属于自己的地方。
今天有妈妈陪着聊天,一起到公园走一走…这是很纯粹的母女时刻,是在墨尔本时我没有的陪伴…

这将是一个从新·的开始也是我人生另一个起点,加油..相信自己一定行 (=

You gonna miss me when I'm gone Melbourne , but I will be back , <3



Friday, 25 July 2014

你没有资格。

在写这文章之前,想说这不是气话..是真心话。

你这张明信片可真美...寄出去的时候你把我当什么了….
文笔还是一样好看,但我怎么越看越伤心。
你知道吗?你真的不能再这样了…不要再叫我往前看,不要再和我说要快乐…

不要告诉我那全世界最浪漫的地方我该不该去。它再浪漫再美丽也只是一个我去了会难过的地方….听起来很悲哀但我很了解自己,对你还是心软。

在某张照片看着你,很痛心的告诉自己….那照片里的每一个角落都不属于我….
我最讨厌你说让我要过得好,如果你过得好请不要来打扰….不要同情我说些要幸福之类的话…
我已经不是从前的自己了,可以再去相信你….不要说对不起….
只要什么都不说,我可以忍受自己原谅了你….毕竟长大了人生的起起落落是一定会有的…
就拜托你不要再来说些什么,若你不知道那有多痛也反醒不来..至少不要告诉我任何事情..我不想听到也不想知道。

我原本以为自己可以面对了,重新开始了….就在你说了那么多后,觉得你好过份…
不是因为你说错了什么,就只是你的每一句话怎么就和分手那天差那么远…
我也不想时间倒流,只是好多遗憾的事情是没有机会挽回的…说再多那也只是‘从前’ 了……

拜托了,就把彼此当做陌生人吧。
这样我们都会好过一点。


Friday, 18 July 2014

If tomorrow never comes?

What would you do?
how bout we say if you never see it coming, be it the end of the world or the last day of your life?
any thoughts that cross your mind right now? what would you do?

Well, it's obviously a catastrophe again for the world.. not just Malaysia itself but the whole world for the crashed airplane MH17.
I could see news and posts and topics all about this incident that happened just yesterday.

And now Im here in Melbourne, in my room blogging about life or whatever it is… facing my laptop, on my bed… and Thank God for what I'm doing now. I have to, cause I cherish this particular moment so much. I had a deep thought this morning when I woke up, saw my whatsapp notifications with friends and families talking about the crashed airplane. It's the second heartbreaking news of the year  for Malaysia airlines and also to the world. People are sad, but I don't even dare to mention about the families and friends of the victims..how they accept the truth of losing their loved ones.

Whatever reasons that is causing this tragedy might be one of the biggest concern but those who lost their lives will truly be missed, it's really heartbreaking for their families and friends.

We don't even know what is going to happen tomorrow or in the future, but what we've to always do is to cherish the moment with your loved ones..with what you love to do and make no regrets in life.
Life is too short, too fragile… since we only live once, live it up and live it happily.

And even when you fall, just pick yourself up and move on.. you will find yourself one day being grateful for that "fall"  that makes you stronger and more importantly A BETTER PERSON.

Be strong, that's the only way to survive.


SO TELL THE SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE JUST WHAT YOU'RE THINKING OF
IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES.

Tuesday, 1 July 2014

请你比从前快乐。



可能还有一点点的惦记着你吧,怎么就突然问了自己 “你去哪了呢?”

事隔了蛮久,你那封突如其来的简讯是有那么一点点让我愣了一会…….

现在的我们谁都没有资格要谁快乐,毕竟彼此带给对方的伤害不是道个歉,安慰一下就能抚平的事。 我这几年都在问自己,那天如果不问,不烦,不吵,….今天这片夜空是不是会不一样…..若我表现的冷淡请别怀疑我变了,是时间….真的是时间。

感觉上你还是以前的自己,对我来说差别就在于陪在你身边的那位已不是我了。

这么巧,看了这篇报道说着那些曾经在一起过的男女明星…..他们最终嫁的或娶的都不是当年那位和他们疯狂爱过的而是在对的时候遇见了对的人,然后结婚了。

我曾经记得自己很爱幻想与你的未来会是怎样…..那时的自己从没想过和你会有分开的一天。
最后一次和你传简讯是六个月前了吧,我这么一说都被时间吓了一跳…..这次的简讯中我们彼此还是希望对方能幸福…..我没来得及说“请你好好的过…..要加油….不管什么事情你都要快乐和坚强的面对”。

我既然离开了你的世界,就要潇洒一点的说“我很好,过的比以前好….”
就如你说的,那些回忆就像是道疤痕….是时时刻刻提醒着我们的过错, 可人生还是得往前走..不后退。 对吗?



加油。


Sunday, 22 June 2014

没有她我就忘了什么叫 “true love"

这将近大半夜的时间,现在是真的好累了…..可是想想今天是什么日子呢?
对了没错,是六月二十二日….我最爱的 “闺蜜” Meixuan 的生日,抱歉啦~ 你的中文名字太难写了。哈哈

感觉荣幸吗?我的部落格有一个专属于你的文章….哈哈
首先就祝你生日快快乐乐 (:
你是最棒的你其实自己也认为吧!

真的不知从何说起,但我们真的认识了十年。
那么多的回忆,我怎么能在这里一次说完呢?

简单的来说我这位闺蜜小姐是真的默默的在为我加油,为我我关心,为我好。
就简单的说说今年一月吧,当我们终于在将近一年的时间没碰面后, 她见到了我说看着我就想流泪。
我心想这也太夸张了,就觉得有她真好……

我和她十三岁那年第一次认识,十年了…..
记得和她度过了好多好多风风雨雨,上课…谈心….玩闹….我的中学生涯有了她是幸福的。
不说她有多cool, 但说话直接是我崇拜她的一点。虚情假意从不是她的作风。

想说,我每次难过沮丧的时候….她是那位给我很大的鼓励的人。
还有,她永远都不会把我忘了...虽然这几年来我们各自都在不同的地方上大学…她还是很关心我这里的一切,就算再忙也会给我的instagram 照片留言或按赞!哈哈
其实那都不是重点, 重点是我知道她好爱我…没有每天都对我说…但她的行动证明了一切。
活了那么久,我是真的没遇见什么“true love" , 但是我却遇见了友情的 “true love”。

她也是第一个亲手为我做生日蛋糕的人,大爱那个巧克力慕斯蛋糕….简直是人间美味,太打动我的心了!

今年最后一次见到她是我送她到机场的时候, 我那时知道会过一些时间才能和她见面,就在送机后哭了...别说我夸张...是因为她大老远从吉隆坡飞新加坡就为了我一个小小的生日派对。接着又要继续忙她的internship, 让我觉得很愧疚。

我们不需要太多的言语,我也不是擅长表达的人….但我知道我这位闺蜜很棒很值得我爱。

生日快乐我亲爱的!祝你越来越漂亮,健康,快乐。

Feb 2014:The very last time we met! In Singapore.
Jan 2014:Lovely dinner at Kuala Lumpur

Feb 2014: CNY celebration at my house, Kluang.

my 23rd Birthday with her at Singapore.

好感谢上帝让我遇见了你。这首歌送给你了 (:




Tuesday, 17 June 2014

他怎么离不开你的世界?

有时候我会问自己那天怎么就那么无知的认识了你,怎么不乖乖去细心聆听 Taylot Swift 的 “I knew you were trouble"… 怎么会有那勇气向前和你说话…..怎么在那谁都不想出门的冬天陪你做了挺无聊的事….

可笑的是我连自己现在回想起来都觉得可笑。
其实你的出现一开始并没有什么意义,就朋友说说话谈谈课业就那样…..
一开始我也是那么认为的….
那时候自己也觉得多个朋友是件好事,你那人品还算不错所以我们就渐渐熟了。

相识的日子虽然不久,我感觉好像认识了你好久好久….
一天一天的过,我们什么都聊…聊你的 聊我的 聊其他人的
聊午餐吃什么,聊电影想看什么…
我有时候想知道你的家人, 你不是很爱说家人的事..就只听过你说妈妈的事。
感觉出来你也没什么很好的朋友,我自己开始觉得你无聊或没人陪的时候..
可能就想到我了吧….
我自认心很软,你一封简讯我就可以直接回复..说要吃饭就陪你吃….
不知什么时候,你的电话在一天里可以多过五通…会问些有的没的…
是,我这名副其实的笨蛋当然觉得 “有情有义” 很重要…结果什么都奉陪到底了….
怎么说到这觉得自己有点可悲呢?其实也还好,我还蛮感激认识了你学到了也见识了很多不同的事。

可是我不是旁观者,我是“当局者”, 所以可能很多事实都看不见…觉得他好就是事实也没多说他哪里不好….

过了不久我们都真的佷熟了,我记得有一次吧…自己有点对考试成绩不满意,我忘了我们在什么情况下…就一起视频了…看着你怎么就觉得一切都还好,你就在陪我聊天…告诉我对那成绩应该要知足…我那时可是在心里笑了,你这个性也有温柔的一面。

还有一次在上课之前吧,可能你对每一个朋友都那样我不晓得..天气真的好冷。冬天就算了,还下雨…你传了简讯说在课室楼下等我,问我要不要咖啡…我说好就直接往学校走去了...
就在几乎快到学校的门口,我看见了你….手握两杯咖啡,脸色有点僵硬..感觉你好冷…我走向前,看着你..然后你就把其中一杯咖啡递给了我。这也许是再简单不过的“朋友替朋友买咖啡” 的事,我这就觉得这快乐来得也太突然了。

有一次我参加一位朋友的生日派对,好惨..没食物..只有酒。我就传简讯告诉了你我好饿...你那大喇喇的个性我还真是第一次见过,你竟然回复了我要不要一起吃晚餐...笑死我了…看不见我在派对吗?可是我的人生那时真的被你搞的很可笑,我逃出派对…..你说可以驾车过来载我一起吃晚餐….所以我们那天可是真的一起吃了晚餐。我记得那天可能你还不想回家…..我们就在一个角落聊了起来…可我真的不太记得是什么话题了。我只知道有人陪着聊天,感觉很好。

之后的事,我不想说...也没必要说。
现在他简直就在我生命里消失了,就算见到面...也只是个陌生人。
我想他也那么认为吧。
偶尔还是会望一望我们去过的地方,问问自己“你还记得吗?”.....
可能在我心里他没有离开过,我还是记得我们的回忆...还有一起笑过,快乐过。
谢谢你,谢谢你离开了我的世界却留下了那么多那么多……


祝你幸福。






Saturday, 14 June 2014

Dad, I LOVE YOU THIS BIG!

Is been a long day, well..not too long till I could just fall asleep and forget to blog for today.

Hi people (: maybe it's kind a unusual to blog in English, but I just want to make a change, hope my English is acceptable for all of you readers. Nothing much special today, but everyday in Melbourne now is like a very precious day to me, not many days left till I say goodbye to this wonderful city. I'm gonna miss everything so much, I could not imagine how would I feel the day when I'm about to leave.

Anyway, had my lunch this afternoon with Jesslyn, she is my neighbour as well as a very good friend indeed in Melbourne. Well, got to know her almost one year plus… we always talk about how we met the first time , and every now and then when we recall back.. it really felt just like yesterday..and we do always mentioned that time really flies.

Excuse me if the topic above weren't that linkable to my topic today, well… let's talk about the real topic for today. I was having lunch in this new mall called "Emporium" , had "pho" ..just in case you don't know, it's a kind of Vietnamese food. So when I was about to take a seat, I saw this father and son.. well they looked like "father and son" kind of relationship to me..but maybe they are not.
That moment was kind a sentimental to me, I thought about dad just so sudden. And may I just shout out right here, that is Happy Father's Day to my one and only hero (like I always said) , MY DAD!
I LOVE YOU DADDY, YOU'RE NOT THE BEST BUT THE BEST OF THE BEST.

Talking about memories with Dad, seriously? Is A LOT…………..
But if I were to choose the best memory I had with him is always the "coffee talk" session. I love it although he just kind of like lecturing me but DEFINITELY, those topics that he shared were always much more interesting than what my real lecturer did. My dad? who is he? I don't know…I'm not gonna talk about history, his family tree or our family tree but.. He is the one I respect the most and also the one I always thought gave me too much I couldn't really repay him for the rest of my life.

I totally forgot about childhood memories, I am not really sure how much he worked to gave me such a real good life and a totally satisfied life I can say…I have everything, it's truly a bless to be his daughter. He never really say anything bad about me, I sometimes felt I did bad in academic.. but like always.. he just encouraged me saying that I did well.. I tried my best… and wrote a text message (literally like an essay) telling me he is proud of me or anything..it's something so simple yet really really important to motivate me in my life.
That's the best part of my dad, he never give me up.. and he is like always there. I remember I had a few times feeling very lost, I don't know who to talk to.. I grabbed my phone and started texting dad..
There was once, I was telling him I was so bored in the library, and he replied:

Hi Dearest! Don't get easily bored. take a break and go for a walk, a drink or take a nap to relieve the boredom of spending long hours there.. I was told that the only place in the world with sheer boredom is being in jail! No way your library is turning out to be the bore-dest! …….


Something like this would really make my day feel better, and that's how my one and only hero saved me by doing these little things. I have so much to talk about my dad, could go on for 3 days but, that pretty much sums up all I want to say about him.

THANKS DADDY, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU DON'T YOU (= 



'23' for my 23rd b'day celebration back in Langkawi early this year, (:

Back in Langkawi this year, he caught me taking a selfie with him! 


HAPPY DADDY'S DAY TO ALL DADDIES IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!! And Daddy, here's your favourite from Bee Gees! I love you (: 

Friday, 13 June 2014

最不想回去的地方

今年二十三岁的我,问我成不成熟…我会说, 不。
我不太清楚双鱼座的个性,有些朋友说这星座浪漫的很….我也就知道这唯一的特点。
今天就和往常一样,早晨到墨尔本的 Queen Victoria Market 走一走..看一看花,吃着早点…与朋友谈心..不远处有位街头表演者在自弹自唱….他的音乐可是把早晨的气氛变得更暖和些….

我想了想,这地方若能让我逗留一辈子..那该有多好。
若你也是二十出头的年龄,会不会 也和我一样有个很想留下来的地方,当然也有个很不想回去的地方呢? 我最想留下来的是个让我觉得快乐且没烦恼的地方,但我很清楚的知道这地方并不存在。

而我最不想回去的地方,可想而知是个我很害怕面对的地方。因为在那里走到几乎每一个角落..都有着我不想回想的过去。

你有过这么一个不想回去的地方吗?

或许每个人都会有那么一个地方,可能是不好的回忆,糟糕的经历,或是在那里失去了什么…….对于我来说,我的那个地方是失去了一位我曾经很珍惜过的人。

都说了我是不成熟的,所以会觉得回去面对那里的一切是件很困难的事。到现在我还是有那么一点点的认为是这样的。 可是来了墨尔本将近一年半,要再将自己送回那里...我还是很怀疑到时候的心情….但我也很感谢墨尔本让我暂时的遗忘那些不美好的回忆。

Everything Happens For A Reason, 这句话太中肯了,我很喜欢。
就因为很久一前一些不快乐的事情,我下定决心独自来墨尔本上大学..想看一看不同的世界,也让自己重新开始….这一离开,现在转眼...一年半就快结束了….虽然说那个我最不想回去的地方在我心里还是让我有些不能释怀和难过,但我想这一次不管是回去还是留下来,都是个真正的重新开始。我相信雨过总有天晴,正能量是很重要的。

若你也有个不想回去的地方,不妨试试往另外一个角度看看,想想….它其实可能没你想的那么糟。加油!

今天就来分享些今早拍的 “bonjour” 照片吧! 

Awesome coffee by Market Lane Coffee
My favourite Roses from Queen Victoria Market


More Flowers, (: 



HAVE A GREAT WEEKENDS EVERYONE!!!!Thanks for reading (:






Thursday, 12 June 2014

友情万岁!



人生就活那么一次,那么的多人事物……想过“友情” 的意义对你来说有多重要吗?


好吧,就来说说我的…..
我自认朋友缘算不错,都遇见了好多很真诚的朋友。
高中的同学现在有些还是有保持联络,这可是很难得的…… 他们其中几位可都是我的知己。
不说我了,就连我妈(今年都六十岁了),每逢春节都会和她的高中同学聚会…这岁月虽然不饶人,但他们还是那么的坚持出席每一年为老同学举办的聚会…我妈可是到现在都没有错过一次哦!

爸爸和我说过在我们人生的不同阶段会遇见不同的朋友,我以前还吵着和他说XXX 会是我永远的死党…那年纪应该还是个七八岁的小孩吧。现在回想起来,爸说的真没错….我遇见了好多好多的新朋友。

高中之后,有了在新加坡的大学朋友...我又是一个幸运的人,他们到现在还是很关心我…就连生日都约好大家一起video call (: 这也包括了我的高中同学,就算我人在澳洲…那份打从心里的关爱从没少过。友情绝对不是一个可有可无的感情, 好多人都说友情比爱情可靠多了!
我对这点可是赞同到不行,毕竟我体会过不管在什么时候这班朋友都是无时无刻的在为我加油,为我好。

接着就在咖啡店打工的时候又遇见了更多的新朋友,他们都很有趣,最不一样的是他们都来自不同的领域,厨师啊,服务生…我的老板….或是兼职打工的学生…我从他们身上学了好多,也在那份仅仅四五个月的工作学了不少。好感谢他们!

而现在在墨尔本,我有了这班新的同学。不能相信认识他们都已经快一年多了,在墨尔本没有他们我就什么都不是….从上课,到聊天逛街,一起面对考试…..好有好多好多…就因为人在异乡,他们就是我在墨尔本的全部了。与他们有过的回忆也是一辈子都无法忘怀的,除了感恩还是感恩, 非常感恩我遇见了那么多那么好的友谊。


刚好今天就和几位墨尔本的好友相聚,嘻嘻..拍了不少照片就在这分享了!(:

coffee time with Hudson Coffee .

Caroline & Natasha


Natasha and Jesslyn


Mocha by Sweet Caoroline (:



with Natasha!

Swanston St with Jesslyn (:



友情万岁 (:
送给你们这首方大同的'黑白’ ! 晚安了各位 (:




Wednesday, 11 June 2014

相信命中注定吗?

今晚和两位同学一起用餐,谈了好多…. 可能真的吃得太饱了,我在手机浏览时看到了这星座解说, 应该还蛮准的就和她们分享了。

没想到她们都觉得这星座解说蛮准的,我看了看我的星座…和她们分享时大家都笑了,是真准的没错。哈哈 ~

或许是女生吧, 我们都爱这方面的娱乐….
从她们的眼神,我看见了“幸福” 这两个字。对没错,两位都名花有主啦 (:
现在想想,我们三个都是来自不同的国家… 这可说是缘份啊,把我们三个都凑在一起,有说有笑,(有很多搞笑)嘻嘻~

其中一位朋友就说到了她的两位同班同学正处于暧昧期,可又说女生觉得那不会长久…原因可能是不久的将来男生会离开,然后来个远距离恋爱之类的。
我心里就想,恋爱的在发恼...没恋爱的也在烦恼…. 其实想一想,顺其自然比什么都好。

有一句话是这么说的, "it was written in the stars…"
就是命中注定的吧!所以很多时候不需要发恼,不需要期待,该发生的总会发生...你也可以说对的人会在对的时候和你在命定的时间和地点相遇。
可能是经典的图书馆相识,或大街上不小心撞到了对方, 还是一直以来很要好的异性好友,这些都有可能是很久的将来和你·执子之手与子偕老,那对的人。

我觉得还是会有人期待下一秒的幸福马上到来,而有些会觉得简简单的过,也是一种平凡的幸福。 可能年纪也慢慢大了,我觉得我不再像以前那样那么期待什么伟大的幸福,只愿爱我的每个人都快乐,都找到他们命中注定的另一半。会很矛盾又不是自己的幸福,你在高兴什么?可是仔细想想, 这些周围的朋友家人才是我人生最大的推动力,所以我可以坦然的说他们的幸福就是我现在最大的幸福。
也相信我命中注定的那位已经 written in the stars, 只是我们还没碰面, <3

Tuesday, 10 June 2014

墨尔本, 我要离开你了吗?

Melbourne City

早安了各位·,之前都没好好自我介绍,我是叶文静。今年二十三岁,正在墨尔本就读我的Master。来了这里一年半了,问我觉得这城市如何?我会说,很美… (看看上面这美丽的风景吧,是本人把它拍下来的)

People comes and go, 有人来过,有人离开…… 那是很正常的。而我就快要离开这里了…
有位朋友说过这城市很magical, 就是它有一种魔法吧….让我深深地爱上了它。
这里的人,文化,甚至食物… , 每一样都让我很舍不得。
许多转角的咖啡店, 美丽又好吃的甜点是它的特色。
听过 graffiti 吗? 就是在墨尔本的小巷, 墙上那些很cool 且 很有艺术气息的“涂鸦”。
若你问我还喜欢这里的什么,就是 Yarra River。仔细看看上方这照片, 是不是有这么一条河呢?
对Yarra River 的了解不深,但这河的确穿梭了墨尔本很多美丽景点….. 当大家沿着这河走着走着,墨尔本的空气会让你觉得是因为有了Yarra River 而感觉好清新。
我喜欢到这 里走一走,呼吸着那么美丽的城市,很唯美。一本书,一杯咖啡 还有那美丽的景色….听一听风声,看一看河上浮现的画面….墨尔本真的好美。
在这的时间不多了, 我想好好珍惜这里的每一切。

会继续给你们介绍我好爱的墨尔本 (:
期待!



Not about angels.




这个六月就别错过了 “The Fault In Our Stars" 这部电影咯。
“Not About Angels" 是这部电影的其中一首歌,唱的太棒了就在这和大家分享啦!(:

本人是真的被剧情感动了, 电影源自于作者 John Green 的书 “The Fault In Our Stars"。
不想透漏太多,还没看的赶快到电影院观看吧!

最爱这首歌的这一句:
 “ How unfair it's just our love ,
    found something real
    that's out of touch ”

听一听吧!