Tuesday, 18 November 2014

你的人生有多美好就看你自己。

最近开始去面试了,没错这才是人生的开始吧。
一开始当然要对这事严肃到不行,可现实却没比想象可怕。
他们都还好,不太过严肃。
就那一刻吧,对着镜子里的自己说 “你可以的!”
简直酷爆了,穿上OL装…就是感觉不一样。
没在赞自己,但看起来挺不错的。哈哈

说到这,我也觉得自信心很重要…因为这一次并不是我的第一次面试。
将近两年前,我面试了三次….但不是我大学读的那一门专业,只是想打个工赚点外快。
就因为第一次的面试是和一间名牌商品公司,无知的我没把妆画得很浓…就被对放训了一顿。再加上各种问题都回答的吞吞吐吐,想过关都难了。

两年后的现在,不能说自己成熟了…只能说信心是有了点。
比较以前…我没那么紧张了。
磨练吧…这两年也不是在澳洲白混的,看了不少当然就学了不少。
朋友见得多,交游广阔...自然就明白什么是对什么是错。
就这样把这些学习到的知识和经验加入这次的面试里,还真帮了不少忙!
经验能让一个人更进一步,也让我明白人生不简单…但只要有决心再加上努力, 很多事是可以实现的。

可能还没真正踏入社会的我还不知道那“人生” 的滋味吧。
但我一定得相信自己,努力和毅力能让我推倒很多人生的障碍物。
你的人生有多美好就看你自己!


Thursday, 13 November 2014

爱你这事情...请你忘了它。

对我的闺蜜坦白自己还爱你,爱得忘了这爱的意义何在….
回忆都是我 好不了的伤口。

就算这距离感觉很遥远,但是能听一听你的声音..我真的很欣慰了。
我对你现在是什么期望都没有..就偶尔你会想起我或是想打给我都可以…
这样的简单就足够了。
你没忘了吧,我告诉过你...遇见你我真的真的很快乐。
没有后悔,真的没有。
就算没有未来,我一直都觉得你是我生命里很大的动力….若有你的祝福我就是幸福的。

记得要偶尔放松自己,别太压力了。
若有烦恼,都得告诉我。
虽然每一次的冷淡都是我故意的,但我相信你会明白我为什么这么做。
就算现在说的这些你都看不见,但是记得爱你这回事是不会变的。
没能在一起有什么好可惜呢?能做朋友我也很满足。
加油我最珍惜的恶魔。



Tuesday, 21 October 2014

若你的出现是种伤痛….

从没想过我们会再次说话….虽然不是面对面,但还是很纠结。你怎么就不干脆离开后永远别再出现?

我在想爱上你的那刻怎么那么傻…忘了你不值得你不是我的那个对的“他”….
你的语气,你的一字一句还是一样…没变。
没变是好的啊,太多的改变我就害怕我不认识你了。
我没对你说我好想你…真的好想你。
听说你最近的一切,我就想起过去和你说话的时候...我们那时是那么的靠近,却什么都没有...那时我们的关系原来对你来说什么意义都没有…

我还是能看见你的好,还是总是只看见你的好….
我知道你对我也就那样而已。
是我吧, 一个不想面对事实却已经知道事实的人….好固执,觉得这样对你会让自己好过些。
其实我是难过的,你表现得越无所谓…我越难过.。

在我最最难过的时候,你逃避了什么...你不在乎我怎么了…
如今就算你再怎么抱歉,你觉得这样的伤口真的会因为你一句对不起就愈合了吗?

若你说为了她,你有多伤痛…你有想过我的痛能对谁说呢…..

但是我只想说最后一句,你还是要幸福。



Tuesday, 14 October 2014

Last Winter.

So Taylor Swift finally released another new single from her album '1989'.
It's called 'out of the woods'.

This was a relationship where I was kind of living day-to-day wondering where it was going, if it was going anywhere, if it was going to end the next day. It was a relationship where you kind of never feel like you’re standing on solid ground....And this song sounds exactly like that frantic feeling of anxiety and questioning, but it stresses that even if a relationship is breakable and fragile and full of anxiety, it doesn’t mean that it isn’t worthwhile, exciting, beautiful, and all the things that we look for.

This was how Taylor Swift described the story and feelings behind this song.
As always, the lyrics just somehow read my mind again!
Thanks Taylor Swift, your songs are always healing me in many ways…

I still remember the time we were lying on your couch watching movies..
All the coffee dates we used to go, just the two of us.
The desserts we made together, those were one of the best memories in my life.
I got to see you fall asleep.. like a kid.
I didn't know what relationship was that.. truly it was a relationship that I never feel like I'm standing on solid ground but I was still holding on..

Of course I remember the fun moments we had, you know that was where I fell so deeply.
I told myself this isn't just a normal thing to me, this must be something.
I woke up that morning looking at you, that was perfect and remembering the sunlight kissing your face.
I told myself that I hope this morning stands still, freeze this moment.
I love that spontaneous breakfast you made for me, just you and me again.
And the way where we walked to school together, I remember that way wasn't a long journey instead it's a short yet happiest walk I have ever had.
I missed the midnight hang out, where you just call and we hang out till late midnight.
I like seeing you sitting front row in class… not sure if you're really listening but I just love the way you are.
We had great memories my dearest, but nothing lasts forever.
Like I told you, remember that I'm always happy to have met you. That's forever.

xx

Monday, 13 October 2014

Trending cafe in KL :: Jam & Kaya Cafe

Kuala Lumpur is definitely not a place where I'm familiar with, but guess what! I'm lucky enough my BFF brought me to these cafes that are trending right now in KL.

Jam & Kaya cafe was our first stop, we headed to this cafe and found it  a very cosy place to chill for gathering or just like me and my BFF,  doing some catch up!
It's located at PJ Palms Sports Center whereby the cafe is just located beside a swimming pool.
We sat down on a window seat, first impression for me when I stepped in is 'comfy'.
The furnitures are simple yet in order and tidy.

Of course back to the main point is what've we ordered from the menu.
Well for my BFF, she ordered the fluffy pancakes with chocolate and banana topped with vanilla ice cream.
As for coffee, she ordered her all time favourite latte.
Cause it's a breakfast for me, I ordered their in house omelette. ( I'm a crazy omelette lover)
This delicious omelette comes with sautéed mushrooms and some side salads. 
For my drink, I ordered their chamomile tea. Love the glass tea pot that they served too!

Overall the food and drinks are great for us. Their friendly staffs make everything even better!
It's worth coming again next time to this cafe as I have not try their desserts yet!

Food ::Omelette with sautéed mushroom and salad; Chocolate banana pancakes topped with vanilla ice cream
Drinks:: Latte;Chamomile Tea

Cosy space!

Selfie!


The BFF , Mei Xuan! 




Address:
Jam & Kaya Cafe
PJ Palms Sports Center
No 1, Lorong Sultan
PJ.

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Jam-Kaya-Café/630533806986669
Instagram: JAM8KAYA

Feel free to visit this cafe! It's worth a try!



Sunday, 12 October 2014

it gets better in time.


what was it?
My pain.

few years back, me and my lost mind telling myself true love exists.
I gave him too much I forgot how much it hurts to leave him, and to let him go….
He wasn't the one obviously.
Friends were saying I'm blind. Blinded by LOVE.

LOVE? when I know how to spell it without really knowing the real meaning of it.
Guess what, do anyone know the true meaning of love?
Some people get hurt by LOVE, some just lose hope on it…..

Well some like me, thankfully I learnt a lot from it.

After that crazy stupid love I had, after years of being 'in love' , guess that God decided to let me really face the fact of life, it's not easy and it never was. I lost my first love, too bad I'm not born in the 1950's or so where people that time married their first love. HAHA.

Face it people, it's 2014 now. Some still believe that true love exists?
Well yeah, I do. But not those silly fairy tales imagination that totally doesn't make sense in real life.
Maybe God gave me the greatest gift of all time by leaving him, letting me know that life isn't just about relying on him but to live for ourself and be independent by not relying on anyone else.

Firstly, Thank God.
Secondly, Thanks to my parents.. they let me know that family always come first.
thirdly, my brothers.
lastly, all those who supported me.

Without their care, their kind advises.. I wouldn't be what I am today.
Some say I got stronger. Some say I became more matured. Some told me they're proud of me.
You know what, pain like this takes time to heal.
Can I just say that I'M SO THANKFUL TO MYSELF that I'm healed. TOTALLY.
Thanks to "TIME", it's no doubt the best medicine I could ever had!

Whoever that is going thru their hard time now, remember to always believe that you could go through this and make yourself better in time to come. Just have faith that pain doesn't lasts forever but happiness does. No matter how many falls you faced in life, they all will lead you to something better and WHAT DOES'T KILLS YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER.





Friday, 29 August 2014

你还在等待那个他吗?

想说在这里发泄一下也不错,但这次也不是想发泄…只是不小心在浏览手机时看见了你还是我whatsapp 里的 contact.

那张你让我拍你的照片还存在那里…怎么说着说着眼眶就红了呢…
应该说我最近一直都把你忘了,只有今天突然想起了你…还是会有点难过…
会不会有一天我们在哪里偶遇但你没能认得我?
其实现在这样很好,我不知道你在哪里..没有了联系...各过各的。

只是偶尔还是会想知道你最近好吗,还是老样子吗?烟少抽了吗? 偶尔..就偶尔会想起我吗?
其实认识你也不久,中间发生的事也好多…
如果那时候和你坦白我现在就不会这样子了…可能…我是说可能我们现在就不会这样。
说好了把你和与你的回忆都全部忘掉,但我不行。

不提你和我的回忆,因为想起来心就很痛..我才懂这样也叫心痛。
我是很讨厌你的以为认识了你生活变得很不一样….你给过的欢笑,曾经的安慰…我知道是真心的...没来得及说谢谢只懂得避开你的我现在是很后悔。
我说这些是因为你做过的错我都可以忘了,可是你已经不在了。
我是很想念那下雨又冷的天气,你真的买了我咖啡。
我那时感动却又在你面前装没事那样…
我知道这篇文章你不会看到…但还是想说请你幸福。