Friday, 25 July 2014

你没有资格。

在写这文章之前,想说这不是气话..是真心话。

你这张明信片可真美...寄出去的时候你把我当什么了….
文笔还是一样好看,但我怎么越看越伤心。
你知道吗?你真的不能再这样了…不要再叫我往前看,不要再和我说要快乐…

不要告诉我那全世界最浪漫的地方我该不该去。它再浪漫再美丽也只是一个我去了会难过的地方….听起来很悲哀但我很了解自己,对你还是心软。

在某张照片看着你,很痛心的告诉自己….那照片里的每一个角落都不属于我….
我最讨厌你说让我要过得好,如果你过得好请不要来打扰….不要同情我说些要幸福之类的话…
我已经不是从前的自己了,可以再去相信你….不要说对不起….
只要什么都不说,我可以忍受自己原谅了你….毕竟长大了人生的起起落落是一定会有的…
就拜托你不要再来说些什么,若你不知道那有多痛也反醒不来..至少不要告诉我任何事情..我不想听到也不想知道。

我原本以为自己可以面对了,重新开始了….就在你说了那么多后,觉得你好过份…
不是因为你说错了什么,就只是你的每一句话怎么就和分手那天差那么远…
我也不想时间倒流,只是好多遗憾的事情是没有机会挽回的…说再多那也只是‘从前’ 了……

拜托了,就把彼此当做陌生人吧。
这样我们都会好过一点。


Friday, 18 July 2014

If tomorrow never comes?

What would you do?
how bout we say if you never see it coming, be it the end of the world or the last day of your life?
any thoughts that cross your mind right now? what would you do?

Well, it's obviously a catastrophe again for the world.. not just Malaysia itself but the whole world for the crashed airplane MH17.
I could see news and posts and topics all about this incident that happened just yesterday.

And now Im here in Melbourne, in my room blogging about life or whatever it is… facing my laptop, on my bed… and Thank God for what I'm doing now. I have to, cause I cherish this particular moment so much. I had a deep thought this morning when I woke up, saw my whatsapp notifications with friends and families talking about the crashed airplane. It's the second heartbreaking news of the year  for Malaysia airlines and also to the world. People are sad, but I don't even dare to mention about the families and friends of the victims..how they accept the truth of losing their loved ones.

Whatever reasons that is causing this tragedy might be one of the biggest concern but those who lost their lives will truly be missed, it's really heartbreaking for their families and friends.

We don't even know what is going to happen tomorrow or in the future, but what we've to always do is to cherish the moment with your loved ones..with what you love to do and make no regrets in life.
Life is too short, too fragile… since we only live once, live it up and live it happily.

And even when you fall, just pick yourself up and move on.. you will find yourself one day being grateful for that "fall"  that makes you stronger and more importantly A BETTER PERSON.

Be strong, that's the only way to survive.


SO TELL THE SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE JUST WHAT YOU'RE THINKING OF
IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES.

Tuesday, 1 July 2014

请你比从前快乐。



可能还有一点点的惦记着你吧,怎么就突然问了自己 “你去哪了呢?”

事隔了蛮久,你那封突如其来的简讯是有那么一点点让我愣了一会…….

现在的我们谁都没有资格要谁快乐,毕竟彼此带给对方的伤害不是道个歉,安慰一下就能抚平的事。 我这几年都在问自己,那天如果不问,不烦,不吵,….今天这片夜空是不是会不一样…..若我表现的冷淡请别怀疑我变了,是时间….真的是时间。

感觉上你还是以前的自己,对我来说差别就在于陪在你身边的那位已不是我了。

这么巧,看了这篇报道说着那些曾经在一起过的男女明星…..他们最终嫁的或娶的都不是当年那位和他们疯狂爱过的而是在对的时候遇见了对的人,然后结婚了。

我曾经记得自己很爱幻想与你的未来会是怎样…..那时的自己从没想过和你会有分开的一天。
最后一次和你传简讯是六个月前了吧,我这么一说都被时间吓了一跳…..这次的简讯中我们彼此还是希望对方能幸福…..我没来得及说“请你好好的过…..要加油….不管什么事情你都要快乐和坚强的面对”。

我既然离开了你的世界,就要潇洒一点的说“我很好,过的比以前好….”
就如你说的,那些回忆就像是道疤痕….是时时刻刻提醒着我们的过错, 可人生还是得往前走..不后退。 对吗?



加油。